好    的    故    事   

 灯    火    渐    渐    地    缩    小    了   , 在    预    告    石    油    的    已    经    不    多   ; 石    油    又    不    是    老    牌   , 早    熏    得    灯    罩    很    昏    暗   。 鞭    爆    的    繁    响    在    四    近   , 烟    草    的    烟    雾    在    身    边   :  是    昏    沉    的    夜   
 我    闭    了    眼    睛   , 向    后    一    仰   , 靠    在    椅    背    上   ; 捏    着   《 初    学    记   》 的    手    搁     在    膝    髁    上   
 我    在    蒙    胧    中   , 看    见    一    个    好    的    故    事   
 这    故    事    很    美    丽   , 幽    雅   , 有    趣   。 许    多    美    的    人    和    美    的    事   , 错    综    起    来    像     一    天    云    锦   , 而    且    万    颗    奔    星    似    的    飞    动    着   , 同    时    又    展    开    去   , 以    至    于    无    穷   
 我    仿    佛    记    得    曾    坐    小    船    经    过    山    阴    道   , 两    岸    边    的    乌    桕   , 新    禾   , 野    花   , 鸡   , 狗   , 丛    树    和    枯    树   , 茅    屋   , 塔   , 伽    蓝   , 农    夫    和    村    妇   , 村    女   , 晒    着    的    衣    裳   , 和    尚   , 蓑    笠   , 天   , 云   , 竹   ,…… 都    倒    影    在    澄    碧    的    小    河    中   , 随    着    每    一    打    桨   , 各    各    夹    带    了    闪    烁    的    日    光   , 并    水    里    的    萍    藻    游    鱼   , 一    同    荡    漾   。 诸    影    诸    物   , 无    不    解    散   , 而    且    摇    动   , 扩    大   , 互    相    融    和   ; 刚    一    融    和   , 却    又    退    缩   , 复    近    于    原    形   。 边    缘    都    参    差    如    夏    云    头   , 镶    着    日    光   , 发    出    水    银    色    焰   。 凡    是    我    所    经    过    的    河   , 都    是    如    此   
 现    在    我    所    见    的    故    事    也    如    此   。 水    中    的    青    天    的    底    子   , 一    切    事    物    统    在    上    面    交    错   , 织    成    一    篇   , 永    是    生    动   , 永    是    展    开   , 我    看    不    见    这    一    篇    的    结    束   
 本    文    作    者    鲁    迅   
 石    油     旧    时    指    煤    油   
 蒙    胧     现    在    写    作    蒙    眬   
 山    阴    道     指    浙    江    绍    兴    西    南    一    带    风    景    优    美    的    地    方   
 河    边    枯    柳    树    下    的    几    株    瘦    削    的    一    丈    红   , 该    是    村    女    种    的    罢   。 大    红    花    和    斑    红    花   , 都    在    水    里    面    浮    动   , 忽    而    碎    散   , 拉    长    了   , 如    缕    缕    的    胭    脂    水   , 然    而    没    有    晕   。 茅    屋   , 狗   , 塔   , 村    女   , 云   ,…… 也    都    浮    动    着   。 大    红    花    一    朵    朵    全    被    拉    长    了   , 这    时    是    泼    剌    奔    迸    的    红    锦    带   。 带    织    入    狗    中   , 狗    织    入    白    云    中   , 白    云    织    入    村    女    中   ……。 在    一    瞬    间   , 他    们    又    将    退    缩    了   。 但    斑    红    花    影    也    已    碎    散   , 伸    长   , 就    要    织    进    塔   , 村    女   , 狗   , 茅    屋   , 云    里    去   
 现    在    我    所    见    的    故    事    清    楚    起    来    了   , 美    丽   , 幽    雅   , 有    趣   , 而    且    分    明   。 青    天    上    面   , 有    无    数    美    的    人    和    美    的    事   , 我    一    一    看    见   , 一    一    知    道   。  我    就    要    凝    视    他    们   ……
 我    正    要    凝    视    他    们    时   , 骤    然    一    惊   , 睁    开    眼   , 云    锦    也    已    皱    蹙   , 凌    乱   , 仿    佛    有    谁    掷    一    块    大    石    下    河    水    中   , 水    波    陡    然    起    立   , 将    整    篇    的    影    子    撕    成    片    片    了   。 我    无    意    识    地    赶    忙    捏    住    几    乎    坠    地    的   《 初    学    记   》, 眼    前    还    剩    着    几    点    虹    霓    色    的    碎    影   
 我    真    爱    这    一    篇    好    的    故    事   ,  趁    碎    影    还    在   ,  我    要    追    回    他   ,  完    成    他   ,  留    下    他   。 我    抛    了    书   ,  欠    身    伸    手    去    取    笔   , —— 何    尝    有    一    丝    碎    影   ,  只    见    昏    暗    的    灯    光   ,  我    不    在    小    船    里    了   
 但    我    总    记    得    见    过    这    一    篇    好    的    故    事   ,  在    昏    沉    的    夜   ……
 一    个    昏    沉    的    夜    里   , 作    者    于    工    作    之    余    闭    眼    休    息    的    刹    那    间   , 在    蒙    眬    中    看    见    一    幅    很    美    丽    的    生    活    图    画   , 其    中    许    多    美    的    人    和    美    的    事   , 错    综    起    来    像    一    天    云    锦   。 这    一    幅    美    丽    的    生    活    图    画    也    绝    不    是    模    糊    的   , 而    是    十    分    清    楚    和    真    实    的   , 它    像    记    忆    中    的    江    南    农    村    的    美    丽    景    色    那    样    实    在   , 像    河    岸    美    景    倒    映    在    澄    碧    的    河    水    中    那    样    分    明   …… 作    者    希    望    着    这    样    美    丽    的    生    活   , 是    这    篇    作    品    的    主    要    精    神   
 选    自    冯    雪    峰    的   《 论   〈 野    草   〉》
 作    者    憧    憬    于    美    的    人    和    美    的    事   , 但    现    实    是    昏    沉    的    夜   , 没    有    美    的    人    和    美    的    事   , 所    以    只    能    在    梦    中    看    见   ; 醒    来    却    只    见    昏    暗    的    灯    光   , 何    尝    有    一    丝    碎    影   。 表    现    了    作    者    的    怅    惘    和    失    望   , 也    表    现    了    作    者    的    理    想    和    现    实    的    矛    盾   。 但    作    者    最    后    还    是    坚    信    他    看    见    了    一    篇    好    的    故    事    我    总    记    得    见    过    这    一    篇    好    的    故    事   , 虽    然    在    昏    沉    的    夜   。 在    黑    暗    的    现    实    中   , 他    强    烈    地    追    求    美    好    的    事    物   , 把    美    好    的    事    物    描    绘    得    非    常    美    丽   , 幽    雅   , 有    趣   , 艳    绚    多    姿   ; 表    面    是    在    描    写    风    景   , 眷    恋    故    乡    的    景    物   , 实    际    是    有    所    象    征    或    寄    托   ……
 选    自    李    何    林    的   《 鲁    迅   〈 野    草   〉 注    解   》

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